# peace of mind

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He can only find it in between of things, between the honking sound of one car and another, between the ticking second of a traffic light when he looked at it, between the finished task to another beginning, between each sip of coffee and finally between the consolatory silence.
He is in war with no one other than himself, he wants something which cannot exist, his war but in peace. He wants peace but admires the war, he’s learned something within it, sometimes he smiled but afraid of losing it and he failed to realize this itself is already another battle in the war. He didn’t want to end this war because if he does, he only wins against himself or loses to himself.
At last, he found himself between the absurd and again found his peace of mind.

-R